a place where I put all my anger, hunger, desire, illusion, and lust. an ambition of making people inspired by the revolution of thinking. to make people see that what seems wrong isn't always wrong. I'm addicted with cats, they act like a queen think like a man. I post my sketches, artworks, videos here, but, never ask me to share feelings and junks. I believe in fairies, but doesn't mean it makes me pixie and pink. I believe in fairies because I believe in miracles, cause miracles won't come true when you don't believe in it. my name is Luthfi Riadi Darwis, and I'm going to be a big influence for world.


Paranoia [ˌpærəˈnɔɪ.ə]

taken in road to Marseille, and in Marseille

sorry for the lack of posts. I don't have much time to manage my blog, blame it on my tasks. I should design 30 designs in a week. Erase, shade, observe, draw, paint... every single day. it's exhausting, but more like painfully fun.

but now, I'm still in vacation [it's just for 2 weeks anyhoo]. So, I went to Marseille on 2nd November (which was actually my birthday, or maybe I can call it, Unhappy Birthday. I don't really like Birthdays frankly)

taken in Notre-Dame de la Garde, Marseille

it was so windy, the weather was pretty different with Lyon, which made me sick.
I'm struggling with climate right now, it's too confusing. weather forecast sometimes is a liar. once I thought it was a sunny day, I was ready with my shorts, socks and warm jacket, because I know it would not be as sunny as summer [cause it's autumn already]. So I put my socks on to warm my feet a little, but then guess what, it was like winter all of sudden.. I was like.. Climate.. you skipped autumn or what?

yesterday, I found a creepy thing around Metro Stop. when I was on my way to buy Bubble Tea, I found this dead old lady or dying old lady (I don't know the exact situation). She was lying on the escalator. that's so sad, hope she'll be fine.

anyhoo, finally I dyed my hair again. well actually, at first I wanted to dye my hair baby pink or cotton candy pink. but things not went well.. so yes, now it's magenta.

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Nina Nikicio Femme Resort 2013 Campaign [teaser]
Emil & Friends | shot in Bali, Sulawesi, Indonesia
Gone by Sea of Bees


  1. lulut rambutnya udah gak berwarna lagi? ;D
    same here~ tooooo much tasks >.< semangat luluth ;D
    omggg 2nd november ._.
    Happy belated birthday luthfi! best wishes! <3

  2. omg finally a post after months waiting :P love your new hair color kak luttt, clearer pic dong! ;;) geeee what happened on ur birhday? betewe foto2nya selalu keceeeh kayak orangnya, love those cardigans you wore! take care xx

    Letters To Juliet

  3. Goodness! I want your zipper earing! And so envy your cold weather there. I always a fan of freezing days in winter, but sadly it's humid days everyday in the country. You know.

    Hugs and kiss kiss,

  4. Luthfi!!! Omg 30 designs a week?! Can't wait to wear ur design one day.. BBM udah nggak aktif lagi yah lut?

  5. cool pics! :)